flying within limits

All for the underserving

I wonder how it feels to be the one who burns. To be the one who just keeps going on for the sake of others, knowing that there is nothing in return. To be so calm, so humble, to be the one who bears the brunt of it all, yet be so silent.

To be burning inside but be the one gloriously shining with elegance to the world....... i wonder what goes inside the mind of the one who decides to leave it all just for the sake of bringing a smile to a stranger. How would one feel if his story was unheard behind the supremacy of an undeserving soul.

If given a chance, would he choose to step down??

shadows

My shadows,

Shedding skin and Ive been picking scabs again.
Im down digging through my old muscles,
Looking for a clue.

Ive been crawling on my belly, clearing out what couldve been.
Ive been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions.
For a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what Ive been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
Ive been picking my scabs again.

Ive been crawling on my belly, clearing out what couldve been.
Ive been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing Ive endured within

Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory, contemplate what Ive been clinging to.

I choose to live and to grow,

take and give and to move,

learn and love and to cry, kill and die

and to be paranoid

and to lie, hate and fear and

to do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to lie, kill and give

and to die, learn and love

and to do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.

and so it is....

its unreal the way our pages have turned...each chapter is so fresh and so thrilling....i try to make myslf blev that i kno u,but stil luv d fact that i dnt..I don't know you but I want you all the more for that...We've still got time.....

...need t tel u wen yr with me, i jst cnt take my eyes off'a u..n now i jst cnt keep my mind off'a u.....i kno u luv me but stil duno y...i keep askin again and again y u do so that one day u dnt feel as if it was never true and feel lost...with u, i hope life goes easy on me...dnt wana ruin nthin between u n me...

yr a stranger to me but i still feel at ease wen m wit u...yr eyes make me feel that they know me and I jst cnt go back..

yr like a petal flying with the breeze that came and landed in my arms...n now that i found u, m gona keep u...right in my arms...wont let go off u so easily...

....yr my 1st thot in d mornin...n d last til i go t bed....all day long, i jst cnt keep my mind off u....keep wishin tht i cd jst leav everythin n b wit u...fget time n space n everything tht its made off...make u fget wher u cm frm...jst b wit u n b abl t look at u...make it b known that i luv u....make u feel how i love.....make u kno wat i go thru wen i think of u...each n every moment of my passin breath....make it known that i cnt do without u....make it known........that m mad about u......

So?!

Step in this room where I wanna be, surely you mean this as something..You're bringing me down to a silent breath, is it the truth that I see..Search myself for the reason, for this ever loving greed..I am put off slighty..So what am I to see.. oh my love In the sensory serenity..
I am learning slowly, so what am I to see??Every twist and turn, through my hypocrisy!!
....again i search myself for a reason..for the ever loving greed.
It's so good to see that this world is alive...is it so good to see, this world is a lie??
It's so good to see that this world is alive..its so good to see, this world isn't mine!
It's So good to see, this world I'm in loves me..
So?!

i get bored